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This is me right now

feel-the-fearHello ladies and gentlemens

It’s been an while since the last time I have posted something here. There is so much stuff when it comes to school. I’m now going the last year at schoo
l(senior year). It has been an struggle and there’s a lot of homework and tests every week. But after all I’m having a lot of fun! I’ve got many new friends, I’ve also moved away from my family and friends and kind of started my life again.

 

This year I want to find myself again. I want to know who I am, what I can do and be me again. I feel that I have lost so much these pasts years when everything happened. It was like I didn’t expect that it would get better, that it could just get worser each year that pasts.

It hasn’t been easy to move away from everything, but I haven’t been thinking about it a lot. There are few moments once in a while, there I just break down and cries for everything that I miss. And then I feel that it could have been good to be home where it’s safe.

largeI feel that I have grown these months, I have always felt older for my age but now it’s not just that. I’m one year older than the other in my class and I live for my own. I have to pay for the place and for the food. I have to take care of myself.

I think I’m on the right way to find out what I want to be and to find my interest. There are so much happiness and joy now then when I was living at home. Right now I feel that I can’t move back to where I come from. I have to move away for a while to truly find myself and just think about me and not anyone else.

I hope that everyone has an wonderful day and just enjoys the last days of November!