Christmas is here!

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Hi everyone!

Just wanted to say merry christmas to you all, and I hope that everyone will have an amazing and blessing christmas. And also that you are with those you wanted and also that you can check something from the wish list!

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Get to know me

Today I’ll do the tag where I answer 21 questions about myself.

Here we go…

1. Are you named after anyone? I think I’m named after my grandma, but I’m not sure, but her name was Anna and my name is Anne.

2. When was the last time you cried? That was actually for two days ago, all the stress from school and tiredness.

3. Do you have kids? No.

4. If you were another person, would you be a friend of yourself? Probably yes, but it isn’t easy to get to know me since I’m a really shy and calm girl. But when you get to know me, then I would show my crazy side!

5. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yes, me and my best friend use that a lot.

6. Will you ever bungee-jump? Yes I would have loved to do that!

7. What’s your favorite cereal? I’m not a fan of cereal, but it probably some really unhealthy one.

8. What’s the first thing you notice about people? There is to thing that I notice and that’s the shoes and eyes.

9. What is your eye color? Blue.

10. Scary movie or happy endings? I love scary movies even that I don’t watch that so much anymore. I love that my pulse gets really high and the adrenaline comes, but I also love happy endings.

11. Favorite smells? Right now it would be the new perfume of gucci, Bamboo.

8fd5ac2ab57e1b274b03eb71932e056012. Summer or winter? I love both, I was born in the Summer and I love the warmth and also vacation. But the winter is wonderful, because of the snow, cozy times,christmas and movies so I think that right now it would be winter.

13. Computer or television? Computer, I am watching a lot of series and movies on my computer and not on television. I can’t handle the advertising, so computer is my life!

14. What’s the furthest you’ve ever been from home? I travelled to New York city with my mom. And now I have been away from home since August,but that is only 2 hours away.

15. Do you have any special talents? No, I don’t think so.

16. Where were you born? In Norway.

17. What are your hobbies? Just hanging around with my friends and family, music, youtube and also school right now that never ends.IMG_1384

18. Do you have any pets? Yes I have an almost 2 year old white cat, called Chanel.

19. Favorite movie? There is to much so I can’t choose.

20. Do you have any siblings? Nope.

21. What do you want to be when you grow up? I would move to another country and work with something that I love.

It’s a dark day

 

Today there will be a few tears falling down on my cheek, it will be an really hard day to finish. Today is a day that would have skipped with 100%. I still remember the day that I actually was exited to go to school and had a lot of energy, but after 30 minutes my day was ruined. My mom sat down beside me and told me that my grandpa died today. I remember that i cried nonstop for two hours, I just lied there and was completely alone while my mom and dad was at my grandma and grandpa’s house. They had to check that it was 100% that he was dead. It was my first time that I had cried for many years and after that I’m really soft and can’t really hold it in anymore. I was really heartbroken about it, cause it wasn’t fair that he should pass away. We wasn’t ready, we just wanted a few more years with him. I wanted him to see me grow up and be proud of me. We should get closer to each other and really connect and enjoy the time we have left.

It’s a day when everything is blacked out and I just have to be thankful for the memories we had and just miss him for that.

What would be my dream christmas?

My dream christmas would be that I could invite everyone that means a lot to my home.Everyone would really connect with each other and enjoy the moment. We would actually spend like a family. We would eat and open presents and maybe have games. At night when we were all filled up, we would make hot chocolate and put on a movie and just be there until we fall asleep. We would also just be thankful that we have each other and put aside everything that has a connection with wifi. That we could be us for a change and not be controlled by our cellphone. We should also have music on and eat cakes and desserts. I have found a few pictures of a few inspiration pictures of the interior that I would have for my dream christmas.

Christmas isn’t easy for everyone

Hello, I hope that everyone is enjoying your christmas time and are excited for christmas. Maybe you have already started buying present or are already finished?

I’m gonna be honest with you, and say that I haven’t started until today. Every year I think that I should start earlier and be more creative about the presents. But it always ending up just like the year before and the year before that. large

Christmas can be stressful, really stressful. There can be so much emotions about christmas. But most of the people thinks that christmas is the most amazing time of the year, and can’t believe why people doesn’t like it. There can be many reasons of that:

  • A loss of a person
  • depression
  • doesn’t have a lot of money

These are just a few of them, but many people lose their christmas spirit when they have a loss of a person that means a lot for them. It isn’t easy to live without them, I know that for sure. I have felt these few days of December that it isn’t the same anymore. I feel that after my grandma died there isn’t that connection of the family we was anymore. But maybe it’s just me that has grown and lost a big part of me. I have felt that I didn’t belong to this family anymore and there is no more reason to celebrate things. And the reason is just that it’s because she isn’t here, I don’t have that person that I can tell about what happened.

There is a lot of pressure when we are in the christmastime. There are so much to do before the christmas day and the days after. I want you guys to try relax and just be thankful for the people you have around you and don’t think about what you are gonna buy to your mother or what. Christmas is for making a good memory with your family and you can get even more closer with your family. I want to think about everyone that doesn’t have the joy of christmas and just pray for them that they anyway will feel the joy in the christmas time, cause everyone deserve it and also that no one will be left out.